Today morning woke up .. went to sch .. almost late ! wtf ?! then went for normal lesson .. then recess nv eat anythin .. then sch ending got photo taking .. wa so hot ..
then after sch we went to punggol eat .. we went to eat suki ! we 9 ppl split 2 table .. me mac jon wx 1 table .. the rest another table ! then we challenge who can eat more ! then in the end we win ! but like wan to vomit lidat .. then they say i like nv eat at all ._. LOL ..
Saturday, June 28, 2008 11:35 PM
Today morning woke up at 10 .. then go and prepare for haziq last day .. he going to dubai le and not comin back sg .. sad .. 1 fren gone ler .. then 12.30 meet at compass with hui min they all total 11 ppl .. and 1.00 go vivo then watch never back down .. before watch movie we went to eat long john .. then jeremy ask me how is me and her .. i tell him still the same .. brk le and nv patch at all .. lol .. then he and agnes although brk le .. but they say still like each other .. maybe they can patch .. lol happy for them =)
then after long john we went to go in the movie .. we waste 15 min finding the ticket ! cause all of us cant find the ticket in our pocket .. the person look at us .. then after 15 min the ticket at huimin there .. -.-'' watch the show and quite nice la .. but no mood to watch .. the feeling not the same like last time .. after movie jeremy they all went to slack .. me mac and zh go dhoby ghout , they eat .. and then we talk a lot things .. after that mac headache then went home .. then me and zh wait for my jie and her fren .. wait abt 40 mins .. then 4 of us go lan and we play .. then after that went macdonald eat . then after that jie de fren go ler .. then walk from hougang mrt to jie hse down there .. then i walk home ..
duno why .. like doing everything got no mood .. i keep thinkin abt it .. why ..... last time i so happy de .. now like not happy lidat .. why ......... people like each other they patch ler .. why we like canot lidat ? why wan keep on lying to urself .. as long as we got true love .. nth can brk us apart .. why keep lying to urself .. txnd `
Thursday, June 19, 2008 3:18 PM
My 1st post .. this blog no one kws .. im going to write all my feelings down .. im so disappointed .. we went to the movie .. but so what ? we only sat down for 30 mins .. and u went home ..
i tot we can watch till 5 .. then i 6 + then go home .. u ask me to act like a stranger to u .. i didnt talk to u a lot .. i nv hold ur hand when walking .. isit that what u want ? ..
after u go home u can go out de .. u chose to watch the cd .. i ownself also haven watch de .. i lend u le .. u keep ask me to go home .. so u can watch ba ? ..
after i say bb i went down and send u a msg .. i said wo ai ni .. u got reply me ma ? .. all u care is abt the show .. what abt me ? .. what am i to u ? .. a toy ma ? .. maybe cause i not so nice at all or what .. then make u ps .. if really is lidat then nvm ba .. after that i sms u again .. u tell me it was nice .. how many times u call me dar today ? .. 1 or 2 ? .. i duno why u've become lidat .. ur nt the vanessa i knw .. u really changed .. im nt so impt to u like last time .. i feel no love from u at all .. why ..
from today onwards im going to blog everyday .. until the day i leave this world .. since no one knw this im going to say it out .. i hate it .. i hate everythin .. i hate you treating me like a toy .. i hate u for not caring abt me .. i hate myself .. im sick ler .. with some illness .. u dun even knw ba cause i nv tell u .. if one day i really die .. who wil read this blog ? no one .. but myself ..
